we were never granted permission to be young.

-

i found a watch and some liquor in the backseat


we was already guilty

when we found the keys 

even in the bright of day

sun stealing glow off

shine 

near the high school downtown

close to the bars and the

bus line 

our melanin catching light too 

 

and we was still dead wrong

for taking that shit 

but

y’all know :

what we look like 

and 

history should know by now :

what was taken from us 

even 

the national narrative knows :

how to say 

we were never granted permission

to be young. 

 


Z is a Black, transMasculine, disabled, queer femmeBoi from New Haven, CT who enjoys eating ginger, strolling through snowy winters and smoking organic herbal blends through a wooden pipe like a Grandpa. Catch more of their work at ZBell12193.wixsite.com/ZBellPoetry. Also catch them on IG as @QueerChaosBear.